Somehow someway I try managing my emotional balance. Tapi susaaahhh hikshiks sometimes I'm too emotional toward small things..
Reaksi setiap orang pasti berbeda terhadap suatu hal, for me, I really need extra patience and wisdom day by day..ada hari2 tertentu,yang secara fisik,I can't take it anymore,tapi ada juga secara mental terkikis habis oleh Joice...semakin besart,Joice semakin mengerti banyak hal, rasa ingin tau nya besar banget dan kalau belum dijajal sama dia,pasti dia ga akan berhenti mencoba...istilahnya keep on trying he he,maju terus pantang mundur. Joice cukup oke di handle secara fisik, tapi to tell her to do something...hmmmm..lately I feel like talking to the hand,alias ngomong sampe ngeces,juga ga ditanggepin. Lho gmn ga urat bekerjaa secara kuat?? Yes, she challenges my patience even more. On the other hand,moses challenges me physically. Teething dan cold and flu membuat tidur malam seperti pos jaga malam. Bangun setiap 2-3 jam,menyiksa?? Iya,karena siang hari full of activities,malam juga ga nyenyak. Siang hari lbh cepet letih,lelah,lunglai dll,like a zombie,disenggol juga marah...
O God,everyday I pray that you may give me more patience to handle things and to say correct words to others... I feel so powerless without you...my job feels like 24 endless-hours. Even my heart is full of joy,yet boringness and angriness also come sometimes....semoga Tuhan menguatkan kelemahanku ini yang jauh dari sempurna. Dan semoga my kids can obey me more he he...
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