heavy and heavier....

I feel heavy and even heavier in these past few days... I walk slower and lazy to bend on my kness to reach something, nevertheless I stiLl eat a lot! He he

I need more time to stand up and after I stand up,I don't want to sit down so soon, I prefer sitting on a nice coach to sitting on floor like usual when I play with joice...

I feel guilty when I can't run around with joice, she loves kicking balls then catch it again,but I can't do this kind of activity with her anymore...
I like sitting with her and reading her some books...doing something in slow things..no need much movements :) she enjoys it too somehow...

We read books together and these two days she can memorize the shape of star,circle,square,and triangle. Its all in mandarin. I'm thinking to give her one language in each concept. I believe she can speak indonesian and english very soon after she starts school years. So I keep speaking mandarin as mother language as long as she's still with me all time.

Now, her vocabulary has increased too. She can speak 'cou cou' means jalan-jalan, hehehehe but mama really lazy to do cou cou lately .... But I still try to bring her outside for fresh air every afternoon,like around 5 pm,after her shower,we would go out,this time I let her ride on her bike so I just pushing her around. Its much more easy for me and my heavy body :) beacuse when she walks,she doesn't want to walk, she wants to run! Hahahaha

I really enjoy these last moments with her as much as I can...this week will be another more week...and when the time flies...soon I'm going to give birth too, our time will be three of us,not two of us anymore...we'll be spending time together as three late,me,joice,and baby boy...meanwhile,I just want to cherish and enjoy every precious moment with joice...

Gosh...I still can't believe it will be around a month or 1,5 months more to labour time.....