Uh oh...I feel heavier now, finally at third semester,my tummy looks bigger I think..everyone says its not as big as I pregnant with joice before..but third semester is challenging now for I need to take care of this big sister joice :)
I notice that my mood swing is better than before, I am calmer and somehow more patient to handle things...more easygoing and try to enjoy this last moment of pregnancy. I admit that I start to lazy to pick up things on the floor. Blessed to have maid and my husband around to help me hehehehe I find it difficult to bend over my knee or to stnad up from sit down position. On my first pregnancy I didn't do a lot exercises but now I need to sit down and stnad up for like many times a day, its torturing my legs sometimes, so just use my hands to lift up my body :) last time I measured that I was already 56 kg, means that I have 12 kg since first month..oh no! That's too much...huiksss...I could gain more in these 2,5 months to go...afraid that I would gain in total 20 kg again like the first pregnancy...wow..! But fortunately,I was so easy back to my normal weight after gave birth..its genetically from my mom..we were all skinny so never care about gaining weight hahahaha!
I feel guilty if I don't play with joice as much as before..she needs fresh air everyday, so I try to walk with her at around 5 p.m. Just to walk around our house area, looking for birds, cats, dogs, and children play around with bicycles. Its just fun for joice. A sight and walk before dinner. I also don't need to carry her around, we just walk hand-in-hand and enjoy the short walk :) I still think that won't be enough for her, so on weekend, my husband and I will take to some new places for her. Somehow I feel pity if she will stay at home much later after I give birth. A comfort for me is that she will go to school next year and spend more interesting hours there, little baby will be one year old on that time. We will enjoy to take and pick up cece from school! :)
So for now, we still have a little more time to enjoy the moment for three of us only. We still have some places to bring joice around, like beach, seaworld, playground, etc..all about trying new things and let her to explore more, her toddler time is only once in a lifetime, I hope she really could enjoy it and grow with things that God has created around her...I believe no matter how little or worthless the activity, it still gives impact to little children. She learns about it and grow in it :)
Thank you God for this rare opportunity, semoga Joice juga terus bertumbuh dalam pengenalan dan takut akan Tuhan
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